Schizophrenia Class Suffering

In today's world, with all sort of harmful environmental issues, people are conscientious about all sorts of things and they try to help each other out. Doctors are busy researching viruses, companies are coming up with nifty new gadgets. How I wish to be born into a rich family with powerful gene pool to play a part in all these excitement. Without schizophrenia class suffering I wouldn't be as blessed with all the time I have to contemplate on life. Hopefully I wouldn't have spent my time looking at girls if not for schizo, which is an abuse to nature, overloading hormones class genes into suffering.

Now I haven't blog for a while as my computer desktop buzzed with a violent sound and failed to display any messages. To add to the list of woes, the modem has no signal, that's all I have to blog as the router keeps losing signal.

Blogging On

I don't feel like blogging on but that's not the main reason why i don't blog. That's because my computer is spoiled and I have reverted to using my laptop, that is after several years - 2 to be exact of using cpu version.

Chinese people eat all sort of exotic food. No wonder viruses such as avian bird flu sprang from there. I learned this from a news channel. The point is if Christians and Muslims don't eat them, stay away from them. Buddhists aren't even suppose to eat meat. Why waste all those extra cups of resources producing extra carbon and adding to the greenhouse woe. Is our economy really that steady? I doubt even the governers know this.

Feng shui is metaphysics and when put together with health and environment is giving the two different story a bad reputation. Those who appreciate good healthy lifestye should not be faced with the optional selection of metaphysics. Youtube had such good songs about saving the environment. For those of you who don't plan on donating to saving our planet even just intentions is going to face the full fury of the wrath of God almighty, no prophets will be able to save you for it is written God will destroy those who destroy the earth.

The Lord of the earth will come and claim back his glory eternal, and wash the tears of His servants - Revelation book. And He shall give each his reward. What matters is to follow your heart and act now. Always remember - Act Now before its too late. If I had acted, I won't be labelled mentally unsound, all those voices are just harmless why bother with medication that causes more harm than damage. I never felt better when I heard the voices now I have to face the economic woe of low salary. Somehow it will all work out like iy always does. So, to the good Lord upstairs, keep the support rolling in!

Dreams

Dreams are interconnected. This is my belief after I prayed to the Holy Spirit for a revelation dream.

I woke up twice and fall back into the same dream under the same scenario and details of the dream are the same. The dream was about God and where i was to live after i ascended to heaven. Now i don't doubt this dream will manifest in my life.

No doubt the mystical aura from my apartment is Holy Spirit at work. I hope this will strengthen your faith.

Language Efficiency

I am very proud of my increasing language efficiency, I prayed to Holy Spirit for it and has seen steady increase in my writing and good news is this shall stay with me even after I die -my prayer, i experienced marked increase in intelligence steadily and does not doubt the Spirit as I keep a notebook and remember what i wrote and what I mean also incremental, consciousness raising.

Pray, Have Faith, Choose long suffering as I believe that it is the Spirit working on you, probably downloading like life's a dream you wish you would never woke from and simply didn't once its all done - How I feel sometimes.

Btw, Noel, Tv watching in the bible is quoted as watching what is contrary to the bible, anybody will disagree with that. That is to say corrupting our hearts and minds is not a wise thing to do.

Angel Reading

The world is in peril, the word of Christ has faded from man's heart. And you the chosen one is to redeem mankind from their impending woes. If you agree to this mission your entire life will be awakened to the divine consciousness residing in your spirit, the spark of ancient ageless wisdom will guide your life journey into many doors of opportunity awaiting you. Some romantic, others perilous. Failure of which your soul might never forgive himself for it concerns the redemption of mankind. No beings in this universe can replace you in your assignments.

Fundamentally, you are asked to guard your thoughts from evil for they go into your heart, and without an experienced Soul to guide you, these thoughts get projected out and influence world order. Many are called, few are chosen. In your life emulate Christ sacrificial nature and bring harmony to your environment. Do not resent those around you for in the end, God judgement is upon you. This is the divine nature of Mercy. If you master mercy, no longer shall the evil of separation from love plague you. Be careful what you do, so as to speak abandon unconscious nature of yourself, and listen to God's Spirit's instruction.

In your love life, try to sensitive yourself to your beloved needs and wants. Nobody is out to hurt you for the sake of hurting you alone, they are either self punishing or troubled by demonic possessions, something very common since the days of enoch when angels fall from Heaven.

In your spiritual life, I shall impart you the spiritual blessings of Namasmasara. Reminscing on the name of God. In your life practice this and ask Holy Spirit to guide you to keep this austerity on you. Reminisce on the glory of God 6 million times witin your lifetime.

This is my message for you today.

The newsletter

The newsletter is well written like reader digest, I have decided to save half for a better day to read.

If I were to write a newsletter, i would exaggerate efforts but my old college at imh didn't and did writing and research in a efficient manner. I would blog aliens and crop circles and try to find meaning to our existence. Why God created this vast universe.

Passing of the Wind

Much time has passed since i left my occupational therapy, I feel healthy and fit enough to take on the world again and reintegrate back to society. I looked at school courses I want to join and found interest in nyp game media design courses and social work and business for np which is my old school where i might be able to resume my studies. Hope is not lost, I will probably get back to working at imh after i finish my reading of my favourite book wheel of time.

How i wish i have a dependable life of stability but persecution I have been suffering even before i joined Christianity is hoping my high hope of a peaceful life back but by the sufficient grace of God I have nursed my spiritual health back and bought pearls as written in the bible and feel much healthier. No matter what afflicts you, most important is not to lose sight of the important relationship you have with God. Never abuse this relationship as He suffers the most and cares the most - There is no one like Him you can find. When you are tired out of all your cares He will love you and you will feel like nobody can defeat you for His grace is all powerful and endures from generation to generation.