Angel Reading

The world is in peril, the word of Christ has faded from man's heart. And you the chosen one is to redeem mankind from their impending woes. If you agree to this mission your entire life will be awakened to the divine consciousness residing in your spirit, the spark of ancient ageless wisdom will guide your life journey into many doors of opportunity awaiting you. Some romantic, others perilous. Failure of which your soul might never forgive himself for it concerns the redemption of mankind. No beings in this universe can replace you in your assignments.

Fundamentally, you are asked to guard your thoughts from evil for they go into your heart, and without an experienced Soul to guide you, these thoughts get projected out and influence world order. Many are called, few are chosen. In your life emulate Christ sacrificial nature and bring harmony to your environment. Do not resent those around you for in the end, God judgement is upon you. This is the divine nature of Mercy. If you master mercy, no longer shall the evil of separation from love plague you. Be careful what you do, so as to speak abandon unconscious nature of yourself, and listen to God's Spirit's instruction.

In your love life, try to sensitive yourself to your beloved needs and wants. Nobody is out to hurt you for the sake of hurting you alone, they are either self punishing or troubled by demonic possessions, something very common since the days of enoch when angels fall from Heaven.

In your spiritual life, I shall impart you the spiritual blessings of Namasmasara. Reminscing on the name of God. In your life practice this and ask Holy Spirit to guide you to keep this austerity on you. Reminisce on the glory of God 6 million times witin your lifetime.

This is my message for you today.

The newsletter

The newsletter is well written like reader digest, I have decided to save half for a better day to read.

If I were to write a newsletter, i would exaggerate efforts but my old college at imh didn't and did writing and research in a efficient manner. I would blog aliens and crop circles and try to find meaning to our existence. Why God created this vast universe.

Passing of the Wind

Much time has passed since i left my occupational therapy, I feel healthy and fit enough to take on the world again and reintegrate back to society. I looked at school courses I want to join and found interest in nyp game media design courses and social work and business for np which is my old school where i might be able to resume my studies. Hope is not lost, I will probably get back to working at imh after i finish my reading of my favourite book wheel of time.

How i wish i have a dependable life of stability but persecution I have been suffering even before i joined Christianity is hoping my high hope of a peaceful life back but by the sufficient grace of God I have nursed my spiritual health back and bought pearls as written in the bible and feel much healthier. No matter what afflicts you, most important is not to lose sight of the important relationship you have with God. Never abuse this relationship as He suffers the most and cares the most - There is no one like Him you can find. When you are tired out of all your cares He will love you and you will feel like nobody can defeat you for His grace is all powerful and endures from generation to generation.

Wheel of Time

This epic saga is a very well written book featuring kindly the greatness of the various characters such as Rand Al'Thor. Nobody in their spare time should miss this wonderful to read international best seller. No other books has portray the characters so interestingly as Wheel of Time, a Tolkien Genre book that I prefer over Tolkien's Lord of the Rings for its detailed handling of the English Language.

Rand Al'thor is like Jesus Christ, the Lord of Lords, King of Kings, in his command cities such as Tear and Cairhien fall and subjugated into his rule. He battles forsakens, High Lords of the Dark One and fulfills the Age's prophecy by sending into battle into the world Wheel of Time realm the avid conquerers Aiels who then divided by a false Car'a'carn who went on to destroy and rob the world.

This epic fantasy story must not be missed, I hope you will in your spare time choose this book like the millions around the world. It certainly is deserved to be called the most addictive book of the century.

Weekly Updates

Have I missed my weekly updates? I don't know and can't be bothered checking.

Today I went to the mall - causeway point, to my dismay I have to carry alot of food home, some piping hot and led to inconvenience as i thought they might spill out of my bag. This is like a near death experience as you are carrying heavy items and walking long distance. There simply presents no other options as a taxi ride is long wait.

Another day in the realm of suffering.

When I truly started Masturbating

This is a serious issue that popped into my mind.

Ever since I have been warded to imh ward, I have to masturbate extreme exhaustion away from long time masturbation didn't. I simply have to take the six month break or i rather commit sucide, total i would have committed sucide 6 times since last year. I have become impotent from not masturbating - don't know why until linplaza.com which explains that my brain chemicals is not functioning well.

If i can't masturbate by myself I have to watch pornography. I have seen a psychologist about it since it popped into my mind and this has been discussed as i can't tolerate masturbation.

My exhaustion level has maximised due to haven't.
After I did not that long ago, my fungus infection on my feet went away from my whole body and I think i have one in my brain which also went away.

This is either due to medication or chemtrails (which distorted my appearance to less than a cockroach in the ward, how could it be fats?).

Chemtrails

Why I suspect chemtrails is dangerously in our environment?

My prayer answered revealed hazards in the environment which went awway with healing including environment cleansing that came with the healing.

I suffered badly eating weird food at imh wards and gained weight then went to to have distorted face and a very bad and severe broken back upon discharge from imh. No one should look like how i look after discharge and also anti time conflict that has not happened since.

My mind feels like there are alot of trace elements in there whenever I feel that I have to pray to solve these chemtrails in me.

Chunks of chemicals feel gone from my body after prayer.

These an environmentalist should take note of. Any God loving person should donate their resources to the betterment of our society is my thoughts and feelings.